Dreams

this, i must say, has to be the busiest week yet, in my life, and MORE to come.

OH LORD JESUS! *pant pant pant*
i seriously panted for every minute of everyday this week. (even though it's only wed =P)
hahar.

emailed like GAZILLION emails to GABILLION professors and people in charge regarding my internship livescan fingerprinting my criminal check my health check up my TB test my 'wrong name' in the schedule my summer schedule my outlook on a language research my interest in global affairs my homeworks my research papers my questions on ling myavailable times my ... my.. and the list goes on.

then, also, this is apparently the official "closure" of the 2008 school year, SO THUS, makes everything more.. more, yarh.

I AM SO STRESSED OUT NOW.
cus i have SO MUCH TO DO.
but i really don't wanna get started. (the typical lazy students' syndrome)

argh!
gonna be on super high dose on caffeine tonight.

hahar. haven't been blogging about my emotions lately huh. (:
as for that, recently i have been dreaming alot.
dreaming, as in, night dreaming (:
and, .. night dreaming, as in.. the vivid night dreaming.
VIVID night dreaming, meaning, i remember my dreams!
hahar. i dream everyday, but i don't usually remember them.

so here goes.
saturday night? *the cut version*
i dreamt of yongjae. and that was the weirdest thing ever cus i haven't seen him for quite a bit. and so, i dreamt that i was at the poolside with some random people and i was feeling awkward because these people were looking at me in that .. ER wayy.. I was grasping tightly on the towel that wraps me, hoping that it won't fall. then, he walked towards me (my back was facing him). and then he stood behind me and said softly, "don't worry, i'll cover you."

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LOL.
that dream just made me happy.
haha. LOL.
just like how i fell for his words, "don't worry, i'll protect you." years ago.
haha.
am i nuts or whattt. haha.

LOL.
oh wells. it's true though.
yj has always stick with me in my embarrassing moments.
i guess that's why i like him.
cus he doesn't make me feel embarrassed when i said it.

i still remember the time when we're doing groceries, my box of blueberries fell onto the ground! whattt! it's.. really. yarh mans..
i'm talking about BLUEBERRIES, not papaya or banana. haha.
and dude. he totally bent down to pick the scattered blueberries.
and i was pretty shocked. cus #1 Guys just don't do that.
#2 They just don't.
and he didn't say words to make me feel bad. He just helped me.
and so i bent over, too, and pick them up.
and that was how he got his nickname, blueberry.
Of course, I was so touched, too..
cus #1 not all my girlfriends would help me pick up either (-.-')

haha. oh yongjae~

ANWS.
sunday night?
i dreamt of starfish.
and he was in a "runaway" with me. and there were too much running away,
haha. basically we were on a hiding or something. lol.
LOL.
what intense dream.

i wonder what today's will be like?
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sweet dreams, everyone.